Call me Indigo or Witheredlilli. You'll find various things on here. Hetalia, Homestuck, Doctor Who, Torchwood etc. I do post random things, too. Sometimes I will post my own "creations".
“Reading on e-readers isn’t actually reading.”
“You’re just now reading that? I read that forever ago. You’re so behind!”
“Oh that book is going to be the next *insert popular book title*.”
“Well I’m a bigger fan because I’ve liked it longer.”
Do you ever find yourself clinging to a silly idea you had years ago, and your whole life has stopped because of it?
You’re not moving forward, you’re not doing anything useful, because you’re still hoping that that tiny little possibility might happen, and you’re afraid to close the door on it because what if?
What if, eventually, it happens? If I wait long enough, maybe I’ll get what I’ve been waiting for.
It’s the only thing I’ve really wanted for the last few years of my life— and it’s the only thing that kept me going when everything seemed hopeless. And yes, it helped me out of my suicidal tendencies a few years back.
I’ve built myself around this idea. Who I am now is completely made of this idea. I’ve been selfless, patient, hopeful and cheerful even though sometimes I’m close to tears, or I’m being ripped apart because this stupid idea has destroyed who I was. I see no future ahead, except for this one.
It’s been about four years, nothing has changed, nothing has happened, and the idea even seems to be getting further and further away. A few days ago I decided I should try close the door and move on, but then I stopped to think about it.
This is the last hope I have right now. If I let it go, I’ll be lost.
If I wait and eventually it happens, I think it’ll be the happiest moment of my life.
But how many more years will I have to wait?
Will it be worth it?
wow do you guys understand how much this made me cry when i saw it
my favorite analogy to long distance relationships
^^^ Wow now it’s meaning just intensified x40835 times over.